| Many people have done the tough work of
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| | both for each other and for the integrity
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| recovery from sexual abuse, whether with
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| | of the relationship. `
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| help in therapy or on one's own. It
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| | People without abuse history typically
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| challenges us to the core, but it also
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| | recognize when another person (man or
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| frees us, and gives life and possibility
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| | woman) is "coming onto" them
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| where we once felt that we might never
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| | inappropriately, and they have no trouble
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| get through it.
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| | telling the "intruder," so to speak, to
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| For some, getting into a relationship, or
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| | back off. With abuse history, especially
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| continuing with one we've been in, after
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| | if the abuse was chronic, we don't even
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| abuse recovery is a fairly smooth
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| | recognize inappropriate behavior, because
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| process. For others, the challenge holds
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| | such behavior was "normalized" during
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| a range of feelings, such as the longing
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| | one's childhood. ("I thought that was
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| to be loved, mixed with uncertainty,
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| | normal!" The abuse survivor then is less
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| anxiety, fear, even panic. It often comes
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| | likely to take steps to protect oneself,
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| with a deep sense of undeserving, or the
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| | and is left with an array of feelings,
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| belief, "I am unlovable." Some people
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| | including frustration, disappointment,
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| will go through a long period of
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| | confusion ("How come this keeps happening
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| celibacy, even after sexual abuse
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| | for me?"), anger, and resignation ("All
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| counseling. Others might try dating, but
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| | men/women are like this, they just want
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| find themselves repeating patterns that
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| | me for sex.") How different it becomes
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| occurred in abusive relationships, with
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| | when the survivor learns to recognize
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| their new partners. Sometimes abuse
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| | inappropriate behavior for what it is,
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| survivors find it very difficult to be
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| | use appropriate boundaries, move on, and
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| intimate, either sexually or emotionally,
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| | then be able to open to what we do want,
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| or both. Or they might tend to feel more
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| | a person who is respectful, loving,
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| like a sex object, and not be recognized
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| | honest, and so on.
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| for who they are as a person.
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| | "As children, when our parents directly
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| "Healthy Relationships are not only a
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| | contradict our inner voice, our intuitive
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| source of fulfillment, they are where the
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| | knowing, we'll trust them and discount
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| final healing takes place."
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| | our own truth. As adults, we have to
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| But we can love and be loved, trust, and
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| | learn to trust our intuition all over
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| be trusted, again. I have a number of
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| | again."
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| clients who have sexual abuse history,
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| | Another unfortunate, but repairable,
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| and do the work of recovery, only to
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| | side-effect of sexual abuse is that we
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| discover that they feel handicapped when
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| | have often lost trust in our intuition.
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| it comes time to be in a healthy
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| | If our intuition told us that something
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| relationship. Yet healthy relationships
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| | that happened wasn't right, but all the
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| are not only a source of fulfillment,
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| | adults in our family said, "I don't see
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| they are where the final healing of
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| | any problem here," or "You're lying!
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| sexual abuse issues takes place. I have
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| | Shame on you!" we get confused. As
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| seen many women and men overcome their
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| | children we need to trust our parents for
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| fears, and build healthy and loving
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| | our basic survival. When our parents say
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| relationships.
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| | and do things that directly contradict
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| While everyone is different, there are a
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| | our inner voice, our intuitive knowing,
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| few common themes that surface for those
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| | we'll trust mom or dad, and discount
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| with a history of abuse. For instance,
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| | ourselves. For children, it's safer this
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| it's unlikely that one who suffered abuse
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| | way. But as adults, it takes retraining
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| was taught much about boundaries. Yet
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| | to trust our intuition again. This is a
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| good boundaries are inherent in any
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| | gradual process, but it can be done. Once
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| healthy relationship. This comes up in a
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| | we trust our inner knowing more fully, we
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| variety of ways. For example, many
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| | become confident, more empowered, and
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| couples have learned to be very careful
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| | more able to receive what is beneficial
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| not to say hurtful things to their
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| | to us.
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| partner during a fight; they've learned
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| | Love, trust, intimacy, and ease are not
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| not to be flirtatious with others if they
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| | only possible; they are our birthright.
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| are in an exclusive relationship. These
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| | We mustn't allow someone else's violation
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| may seem like small concerns, but they
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| | of us to impede our right to love and be
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| actively maintain safety and respect,
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| | loved. Thankfully, we don't have to.
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