A Christian Boston Fern?

Their delicate, bouncy leaves seem to call to me as Ican find so many reasons to complain! Often I'm
walk through the nursery section, and I should knowashamed of how "self-sensitive" I am: brooding over
better, but I can't resist the beauty of the Bostonless-than-perfect environments. I can't contribute
Fern. Every woman who buys one hopes this one willanything to the world if I waste precious energy on
do better than the last one; but most end upself-protection, shedding leaves every time conditions
lamenting their inability to keep alive. After severalare not perfect. After all the brown leaves have
disastrous experiences with the Boston Fern, mostbeen swept off the floor, what is left of me to be
give up, convinced they have a black thumb.of service to God?
Boston Ferns are definitely one of God's lovelierWhen we meet face-to-face, I don't want to be
creations, but, oh those thin , delicate leaves! Theyashamed of all the coddling I demanded. I want to
need constant baby doses of feeding, an idealbloom royally, like the reliable red geranium, and show
environment of cool humidity, the gentleHim how I was able to thrive even under the most
early-morning sun caressing them from above theirunfavorable conditions!
leaves, and continual fussing over! And how they"Lord, help me mature past the stage of having to
shed their leaves when they're not happy! What abe milk-fed, misted, or coddled. Grow me into a
mess! They remind me of attractive, but thin-skinnedlovely mature Christian who is not easily offended.
people .Toughen me up, Lord. Make a gracious, beautiful
Sometimes I find myself behaving just like a fern! IChristian out of me.