Always Blaming Yourself?

"We have to learn to be our own best friendsthat you can't see it's him and not you!" My thinking
because we fall to easily into the trap of being ourfollows the lines of: This guy doesn't even have the
own worst enemies." -Roderick Thorpdecency or respect, at the very least to say, "Gee it
In the last week I've come across several peoplewas nice getting to know you and wish you well, but
who have found themselves in situations that didn'tI moving on."
work out the way they wanted. They instantlyOr, I would think, this guy doesn't even have the
blamed themselves! Wondering what is wrong withclass to say goodbye or anything. This guy is a real
them that things didn't turn out the way they hadplayer and he probably does this all the time.
hoped.I certainly wouldn't blame myself for not having what
Was it something I said, or did, or am I unattractive?it takes to hold onto the "Internet Man." Plus I told
What is wrong with me? Why did things just end, orher, just what you want; some guy whose hobby is
why didn't they even get started.to peruse the internet for people. That's what I'm
The most extreme example of this is women (orattracted to, NOT!
men) who are abused. Whether it's verbal, physical,The reality is that sometimes things simply don't
emotional, it doesn't matter. If someone hits you orwork out the way we want. If you play the lottery
demeans you or tries to make you feel bad aboutand lose do you say, "What is wrong with me that I
yourself, incredibly these victims think, what did I dodidn't pick the right numbers?" Do you blame yourself
wrong? Was it something I said or did that made himfor losing?
hit me?Life doesn't always work out the way we plan or
They blame themselves as if it is their fault that thiswant but what good does it do you to take the
person would attack them. They actually accept theworld on your shoulders and act as if it is all your
responsibility for being abused! It would never occurfault? Does it make you feel better about yourself or
to them that it isn't them at all.worse?
They would never think, what is wrong with him forI am not saying that you don't take responsibility
acting like an animal? What is wrong with him forwhen you do make mistakes, but Lord knows taking
being so cruel? What is his problem that he wouldresponsibility when someone else makes the
think its okay to abuse me? "He has got to go,"mistakes is a huge burden and one that you don't
would never enter their mind!need or deserve.
As I said this is the extreme, but let's take a moreSo if you are going to blame yourself for someone
common scenario, one which I have recentlyelse's shortcomings or lack of integrity or their inability
witnessed.to treat people right, ask yourself, "Why would I
A friend meets someone online. They startblame myself for someone else's actions? Why would
communicating on a fairly regular basis, at his urging.I take their lack of decency and turn it against
They talk about everything and are even makingmyself, as if it is me and not them?
plans to possibly meet soon since they don't live nearKnow that you are a good, generous, loving person
one another.and if someone wants to act like a jerk, it's certainly
Then...out of the blue, he just stops allnot your fault. Don't take the blame when someone
communication, cold turkey, nada, no more, finito.treats you poorly or does you wrong. It really is
She asks me, "Do you think it was something I said?them and not you. Wake up every day and thank
What did I do that he would just stop contactingGod you aren't them!
me? Did he find someone better?The only thing wrong with you is thinking that there
I said, "Whhhaaatttt? Why would you think it wasis something wrong with you.
you?" My automatic thought was what is hisSo, now that you know the truth, the next time you
problem? What a jerk to pull someone in, have funare visited by a situation where you want to blame
getting to know each other and then just end it, inyourself for someone else's actions or their response
the blink of an eye, without the common courtesy ofto you just don't do it and remember, sometimes
a goodbye.things simply don't work out the way we want and it
I said, "There isn't anything wrong with you excepthas nothing to do with you.