Move Through the Fear of Change

There is a universal saying, "The only thing constantthe system."
is change."Most of us are unconscious to our fears and remain
"We have nothing to fear but fear itself," declaredimprisoned in our own self-built jails. Change is
Franklin Delano Roosevelt in his First Inauguralemotional and can conjure up painful memories we
Address. President Roosevelt's wise words intendedwould sooner forget then reclaim.
to evoke courage during a time of impending war.However, the more we ignore a feeling the more it
However, examining his statement more closely,will grow. The power of emotional energy is
what does it actually mean? Are our fears learned,equivalent to the force of a bomb---one cannot sit
imaginary or real?on a powder keg; it will either blow up or implode. If
What makes a grown man or woman afraid to fly?we squelch our fear it may turn into rage or
Fear of heights, fear of being alone, fear of the dark,depression. This type of behavior keeps us young
fear of snakes, fear of moving to a new city, fearand unable to move forward to receive and share
of failure, fear of success and fear of going to alife. If we want to change we have to be willing to
dentist or doctor are common. When I was young,feel, express, receive and take action.
my mother claimed I would drown if I did not waitWe need to be intensely committed and desirous
one hour before going swimming. This caused me totoward a vision or dream in order to overcome primal
believe that if I went into an ocean or pool after afears and step out of rigid comfort zones. Otherwise
meal I would sink straight to the bottom. Whetherwe will continue to play the blame game using our
we have superstitious fears or genuine fears it is partpast or some other reason not to change. How much
of being human. The problem occurs when our fearsdo we say we want? How responsible are you for
paralyze our growth, stop us from making changesyour own well-being?
and limit our options in life.MaryAnn, 38, has been married six years. She claims
The father of psychoanalysis, Sigmund Freud,she "loves" her husband, but is not "in love" with him.
theorized that by age six we are already traumatizedShe wants to leave him but won't. She avoids
by family beliefs and behavior. Fear of abandonment,intimate communication with her husband by
separation, rejection and feelings of powerlessnessoverworking. She stays stuck because she is afraid
and emptiness are natural fears that plague ourto feel her fear of intimacy and deal with her
childhood innocence and carry over into adulthood ifchildhood abuse.
not expressed and healed.John, 53, conceals his unhappiness from his wife. The
Children are intuitive and absorb the world aroundfamily overspends and although he wants to retire he
them like a sponge. At an early age we arecannot because of incurred debts. He is afraid his
influenced by parents and teachers to withhold ourwife will see him as weak if he shares his truth.
more painful experiences. We bury the fear in ourIf MaryAnn and John allow their fear to sabotage
"subconscious" and build defenses that keep ustheir desire for change they will eventually burn out
collapsed or tough against any further hurt. Childrenand give in to stagnation. To grow is to receive our
act out feelings through tantrums, crying episodesinalienable birthright to live and express freely our
and shyness, before they can speak. Most oftenhopes, dreams and fears
parents will discipline their children without guidingThe process toward change has several steps:
them to explore what they are feeling and why. The1. Start where you are. It is human to have flaws.
result freezes our natural curiosity to change and2. Observe reoccurring patterns and thoughts that
grow.cause feelings that limit you.
For example, at age eight, my daughter Lara was3. Treat yourself with loving-kindness. Refrain from
awakened nightly with dreams of death and globalself-judgment. Criticism, comparison, and have-to
devastation. When my husband and I allowed her tocause resistance and fear. We can't beat ourselves
feel and express these fears we helped her to probeinto change.
her internal resources to understand the paradox of4. What you focus on you attract. Focus on what
human existence: the need for love and the fear ofyou have, not what you don't have. Be grateful.
the loss of love.5. Change will bring up grief, sadness and anger. Don't
Anne Schaef, therapist, creator and author of Whenblame. Nurture yourself.
Society Becomes an Addict, Escape from Intimacy6. Start a journal, meditate, draw, play and take quiet
and other books on addiction and recovery stated,walks. Guidance comes from the silence within.
"We are increasingly made aware of corruption,7. Trust the process. Have faith.
financial collapse, and fear that pornography rings will8. Let go of crazy-makers: people who say you can't
kidnap our children. Our planet is being destroyed bydo it.
pollution and nuclear holocaust is a very real possibility.9. Allow small doable steps. If you want to write a
Hunger and war rage over the planet. The marketbook, write one sentence every day. Take one step
for anti-depressants has never been better. Apathytoward what you love and it will take one step
and depression have become synonymous withtoward you.
adjustment. Rather than looking for new ways to10. Find very specific ways to feel safe in the
change we are becoming more complacent andunknown. What will it take to make you follow
defensive of the status quo." According to Schaef,through in spite of your fear?
our society creates a system that numbs fears11. Be patient and never give up!
through medication, consumerism and the need to beChange is a process of self-acceptance, healing and
perfect. Schaef wrote "Addiction keeps us afraid, outchoice. Acknowledge your fears, focus on what
of touch with ourselves and too busy to challengebrings you passion and go for it!