Music As A Vehicle to Brokenness or Wholeness

Music was one of the few pathways to self-esteemAfter my mother died, it made me happy to hear
I had as a child. There was not much positivethe songs she used to play when she was happy.
reinforcement in my home and luckily I inheritedWhen I am wound too tight, I pull out my classical
some musical talent. I did my parents proud when Imusic and I immediately feel centered, integrated,
performed and won state-wide contests.and organized. If I'm feeling tired or sluggish, I know
But the value of music is better understood by meto pull out peppy music of any genre: rock, country,
now than it was then. Music is brain exercise!ragtime, rhythm & blues, or Christian praise. All
Everyone has heard of the "Mozart Effect" when itof them immediately energize me! I'm easily captured
comes to music and accelerated learning. And all oneby music, just like most other human beings. I can go
has to do is Google "Music Therapy" to see thefrom sane adult in the car to teenage rebel behind
efficacy of music on all matter of psychologicalthe wheel, depending on the music!
disorders. But I want to address the value of musicWith my background of childhood abuse and chaos, I
as a vehicle.must be very careful about which music I allow to
I recently did a photo composite of a pianocapture me. That's what music does: it captures!
keyboard. Every key is a picture -- a statementThink about it... you turn the tv to a station where a
about what brings me great satisfaction on amovie is coming on. Before you even know the
personal level. And music takes me to all thosename of the movie, you already know the type of
precious memories, as well as inspire me to createmovie it is. Just listen to the music! ("Jaws" is a prime
even more beautiful experiences. Because music alsoexample.)
bypasses the brain and transports the listener to aAs I've walked along my road to health, I've learned
psychological destination, it has the power to beto believe what the Bible teaches: I'm to guard my
either constructive or destructive. Perhaps it's whyheart -- that's my mind+will+emotions. Otherwise, I
we're told to praise the LORD with harp and lyre inlose precious ground in my race for wholeness. What
Psalms.person wants to lose ground when running a race?
After my divorce from a very long marriage, I foundAnd just so you know, as I write this I listen to
I could no longer listen to specific groups I hadnothing except the clicking of the keyboard keys.
always loved. It plunged me into despair immediately.That's because music captures!