My Wife Won't Forgive Me! (Part 2 of 2)

My wife torments me everyday because I had anwhat will finally get her to express herself properly.
affair. I wish that I hadn't cheated on her, it wasShe NEEDS to see that her emotional outbursts
wrong and I feel so much grief and shame over it. Iagainst you do not intimidate you, and the name
just wish she would quit rubbing my nose in it. Icalling does not disturb you.
know that she hates me, otherwise, why else wouldYou aren't going to take it. Your spirit is tired of the
she continue to torment me with my past? Whytrespassing and can't take the emotional and mental
won't she forgive me? What can I do?abuse anymore! Remember, you love her, you're
It is quite normal for a wife to be angry, bitter, andsorry as heck, and you have remained calm, and you
resentful towards her husband after he had an affair,are ready to talk when she is ready to talk?
and it's perfectly okay for her to get those feelings3. Pray for her - let her know that you have prayed
out of her system. Even if that means to scream,for her to forgive you and to stop disrespecting you.
shout, and name call. All of these feelings and actionsStay faithful through your actions. Tell you wife
are all very normal-for a time.every night before falling asleep that you were
But there comes a time when a repentant husbandfaithful to her. Let her hear these words from you
shouldn't have to take the abuse anymore, and this isconsistently for a month, Just say, "I love you, today
when he needs to detach! Detaching with love is aI was faithful."
necessity to keep his psyche well balanced and"And when you stand praying, if you hold anything
healthy.against anyone, forgive him, so that your Father in
1. Detach with loveheaven may forgive you your sins" Mark 11:25
Even though a wife is unable to forgive today or4. Keep your sense of judgment always on God
tomorrow doesn't mean that she will not eventuallyHaving someone continually harass you, telling you
come around and decide that her behavior isn'twhat a lousy husband you are can wear down a
getting her anywhere with her husband, especiallyguys self worth and make him feel miserable about
when she sees that he is not letting her moments ofhimself. But it doesn't have to be this way. By
unkindness and cruelty get to him.learning to detach with love and keeping yourself
As hard as it may seem to do, a husband ought tospiritually fit you can have complete clarity of mind to
try and forgive his wife for her inability to forgivecontinue on with respect towards self and love
him. The reason for this is so he can detach from hertowards those who are not so loving.
emotional outbursts properly. If a husband is holding inIt is paramount that you continue in prayer by
negative feelings towards his wife, detaching will beseeking God's wisdom for your marriage, otherwise,
difficult to do. He will feel antagonism in his heart,you may become weak again and backslide, and I
which is not detaching but hanging on to her abusiveknow that you don't want that for your self.
words."Blessed is the man who preserves under trial,
I am a faithful advocate on the necessity ofbecause when he has stood the test, he will receive
detachment. But knowing "how" and "when" tothe crown of life that God has promised to those
detach takes discernment. Always detach with love.who love him," James 1:12
You do this by telling your wife that you love her butIf you are carrying around negative feelings about
for your own spiritual well-being, you will not take theyourself, remember that God has forgiven you and
emotional abuse any longer. It is now time for you tothat you are a new person in Christ, equipped with
get out of the house and go get a cup of coffeethe knowledge and wisdom to get past the trials and
somewhere, go for a drive, take a walk, go see atribulations that are now embracing your life. Learn
friend, go to a movie, etc. If for some reason youform your mistakes (sins) and grow out from those
can't get out of the house, get some earplugs.mistakes knowing that you are a worthy and
Be consistent in your efforts even if she starts in onrespectable husband and person.
you in the middle of the night. Your wife needs toSomeone said something unkind about me. Are my
see that YOU are not going to be bullied around anyfeelings hurt? Yes. Should they be? No. How do I
longer. Don't scream or name call back at her butovercome my hurt? By detaching myself. "Turning it
always remain calm with her. Tell her again that youoff," until I can figure out what lies behind it. If it is
are sorry that you had an affair and that you loveretaliation for an unkindness I did, let me correct my
her. Tell her when she is ready to TALK, not abuse,fault. If not, I have no responsibility in the matter.
you will be there for her. Walk away and leave!Should I ignore or challenge? No, I will let it go; least
Come back in an hour or two, and if she starts in onsaid, soonest mended. Nothing can hurt me unless I
you again, leave again.allow it to. When I am pained by anything that
When detaching with love there are 5 things tohappens outside of myself, it is not that thing which
remember:hurts me, but the way I think and feel about it.(One
1. Be consistentDay At A Time In AL-ANON)
2. Remain Calm (don't fight back)Be patient with your wife for a bit longer. Knowing
3. Tell her you are sorry againhow to detach is the first step in taking care of your
4. Tell her you love herself. Let your wife see she can trust the man she
5. Be ready to talk with her when she is ready tomarried. Your new attitude will reflect on to her and
talkshe will finally come out of her feelings and decide to
By doing these things you will be detaching with love.forgive with the completeness of her heart.
2. Always remain kind and considerateA patient man has great understanding...Proverbs
I know it is difficult to be kind while she is ranting and14:29.
raving and calling you all kinds of names but this IS